I don’t know how to explain the roller coaster of emotions I feel. The past couple months have been so hard without you. I think of you constantly, everything I do somehow reminds me of you. Waking up is the hardest part of my day, I see your side of the bed is empty and I’m reminded that your gone. We were supposed to be together forever but now I’m alone with so many unanswered questions, losing you has caused the worse pain I’ve ever experienced but I want you to know I forgive you for leaving us, I wish I seen the signs that weekend and could’ve been there to save you. I really do hope there is something after life so we can be together again one day.
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I love you Today, Tomorrow & Forever.
Josh,
Its been pretty hard without you the past few weeks, I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone. I try to act like I’m okay but truth is I’m never going to be okay again. There has been so many moments throughout the day when I’m thinking about you and it hits me, your really gone. Knowing I’ll never see you or hear your voice again hurts so bad. I never thought It could get any worse or that it’d get harder as the days go on but It has. I wish so bad we had a time machine to go back to that day and change things, I just hope you know how much you mean to me and how much I truly do love you, we made it through so much and I never imagined life without you, I never wanted to live without you. You’ll always be my best friend.
Today, Tomorrow & Foreveππ
The last time I saw Josh he came and moved a dresser for me. He was smiling. Gained weight and was healthy, living well. So glad. Just says later, he was gone. Drugs do NOT discriminate. They will take you if you let them. RIP
I miss you every single day Dad. You were always there for me no matter what you were going through. I promise to make you proud, and I will pass on the love, kindness, and support that you gave to me on to others. You were my greatest supporter and my best friend, and I am forever thankful to have had you as my dad. I love you.
I don’t know how to explain the roller coaster of emotions I feel. The past couple months have been so hard without you. I think of you constantly, everything I do somehow reminds me of you. Waking up is the hardest part of my day, I see your side of the bed is empty and I’m reminded that your gone. We were supposed to be together forever but now I’m alone with so many unanswered questions, losing you has caused the worse pain I’ve ever experienced but I want you to know I forgive you for leaving us, I wish I seen the signs that weekend and could’ve been there to save you. I really do hope there is something after life so we can be together again one day.
π π π π
I love you Today, Tomorrow & Forever.
You truly were a good soul. May you forever rest in peace.
Josh,
Its been pretty hard without you the past few weeks, I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone. I try to act like I’m okay but truth is I’m never going to be okay again. There has been so many moments throughout the day when I’m thinking about you and it hits me, your really gone. Knowing I’ll never see you or hear your voice again hurts so bad. I never thought It could get any worse or that it’d get harder as the days go on but It has. I wish so bad we had a time machine to go back to that day and change things, I just hope you know how much you mean to me and how much I truly do love you, we made it through so much and I never imagined life without you, I never wanted to live without you. You’ll always be my best friend.
Today, Tomorrow & Foreveππ
The last time I saw Josh he came and moved a dresser for me. He was smiling. Gained weight and was healthy, living well. So glad. Just says later, he was gone. Drugs do NOT discriminate. They will take you if you let them. RIP
I miss you every single day Dad. You were always there for me no matter what you were going through. I promise to make you proud, and I will pass on the love, kindness, and support that you gave to me on to others. You were my greatest supporter and my best friend, and I am forever thankful to have had you as my dad. I love you.
Forever in my heart, Dad. I love you and miss you every day.π€π€ππ